2010 was a life changing year for me. We moved from Florida to Tennessee which I thought was going to be home for us, but by the end of the year, everyone wanted to move back to Texas. Tall, Dark and Handsome had to get a trucking job which takes him away from us all week and I had to relearn everything that Tall, Dark and Handsome does at home to be able to keep some normality in our family. Life certainly changed, but I created it. I do remember off and on creating the outcome, but I had no idea how the outcome was going to be achieved. What needs to be done now is creating new and improved outcomes, then just relaxing and letting them happen. I cannot be so dependent upon another, but be dependent upon myself. I can do this. I've proved it over and over that I can do this. Many revelations were brought to my attention regarding how Tall, Dark and Handsome felt about many issues within our lives. I had no idea with regards to most of them. It shocked me that he was so double standard oriented. If I had given him what he says he wants from me, he would have never taken it. I guess I shouldn't assume what Tall, Dark and Handsome would take, I'm not him. Life is definitely what you make it out to be.
I cleaned out my closet and filled 4 30 gallon garbage bags full of trash. If we are moving to Texas, I definitely don't wish to take my trash.
Well, here is to 2011, may it be everything I deliberately create.
